लिविंग इन थे past

Sitting here watching the wind blow the trees. It looks nice out side, it really is deceiving. The temp out there right now is 90. I still have burns on my chest from the radiation and my body over heats very fast. The chemo schedule has changed, I go every three weeks for 90 minutes of herceptin. I continue this through November. I won't even guess what will come after that. Comfort is my goal now. So I sit at the computer reading facebook and looking up the latest news concerning the oil spill in the gulf. I haven't worked in months now so it's time I get it together and do something. Comcast had to come to the house and fix the connection, one of the men liked my art work on the walls. He left his number and said he would like me to paint a mural in his sons bedroom. Time to stop daydreaming and get busy. I've got to stop living in the past and move forward.